Vinya Nata

Vinya Nata. New things. That is what this blog signifies for me, Silyë Núro. A.k.a. "daughter servant." My name, and the title of this blog, are Quenyan. Not Kenyan, as in the African country. Quenyan, as in the Elvish language created by J.R.R. Tolkien, who was a bloody brilliant author and one of my absolute favorites. But I digress; I easily get off subject. Be prepared for a lot of that. But then again, what IS the subject here other than my thoughts and life? In that case, I'll never get off subject.

Back to the Quenya. This language is beautiful, and not many people have access to a full dictionary like I have. Therefore, it will be my language of choice when I name posts. This one is "new things." My 'name', which is obviously an alias, means "daughter servant" like I already said; but my meaning behind it? I am a Christian. I am a Daughter of the King. But I also have a servant's heart, because it is my job to serve others. That is why I am here on earth- to love my God and to serve Him by serving others. Therefore, Silyë Núro.

Even though I am a Christ-follower, I still have issues. I am a real human. I bleed. I cry. I don't always agree with others. Sometimes I fight, kick, and punch. And always, always... I question. This blog will be the thoughts that I don't tell my friends and family and boyfriend. The words I don't think I can share with anyone who knows me without getting put into a mental hospital. So instead, I'll share them with millions of strangers who don't know me. That sounds like a much better plan. Spill my heart to the world while keeping it locked up from those who care about me most. Stain my sleeves red with my bleeding heart.

I'm sure there will be another post later tonight... But for now, I must ready myself for a shift at one of my two jobs.

(By the way, if you choose to follow me so that you can cut me down or make fun of my faith or anything negative... That won't be allowed. Positivity only)